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Daydreaming.

The printer has been broken since Wednesday.  I was barely in the office at all last week and did not know of the dilemma until Friday morning.  I asked why no one (coworker and her intern) said anything to myself or our boss.  We could’ve had it fixed in no time.  Anyway, yesterday I called the repair people.  They had to order a part.  Today it’s up and running again.

While I have my printer at my disposal to complete my billing, etc., I have been daydreaming instead.  I’ve been on Pinterest and YouTube.  I’ve been looking up pregnancy pictures and watching pregnancy announcement videos.

Nope.  I’m not pregnant.

I’m just dreaming about the day I find out that I am…

Knowing me, I’ll get pregnant accidentally on purpose so that I have a baby before I’m dead.  (This melancholy thing is vicious towards my self-confidence.)  I was thinking about how my parents would react.  The videos I’ve watched feature couples sharing the “happy news”.  In my foreseen situation, I would be making an announcement to my family in my parents’ home with happiness in my heart, dread in my stomach, and nervousness on my face.  I would be ecstatic.  But, my family would not be.  They would be thoroughly disappointed.

For now I’ll daydream.  Maybe sometime soon I can get serious about my accidental pregnancy.

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Birthday Shout-Out.

Today is my Bestie’s birthday!!  I’m not talking about BGF.  I am talking about my very bestest friend from high school.  We met in the Summer of 1998!!  She is the friend with whom I have had the long relationship ever (other than my family, of course).  Haha.

Bestie turned 29 years old today!!  Oh my goodness… We’re getting to that age where we say things like, “This is the 3rd anniversary of my 29th birthday”.  HAHA!!  She posted on Facebook a bit back about how 29 seems like such a mature and grown-up age.  I couldn’t agree more!

(Sorry if the rest of the post reigns on your parade, Bestie.)

I will be turning 29 next month… Ahh!!  I don’t really know what I want for my birthday.  (Boyfriend, you should pay attention to this next part.)  I think I’d really just like a whole day of spending time with my boyfriend.  I know that sounds cheezy, but he will have been gone for two months, and then I have the agency conference from the 14th-16th of November… Then Thanksgiving will be the day after my birthday…  So I’m thinking a day of whatever my boyfriend plans will be perfect.  (Please do not plan on staying at home in bed all day long. I mean, the bedroom can be involved – hehe – but I’d like to go DO something or many things.  Lol.)

I have great plans for my 29th year of life.

  • Continue to lose weight
  • Get pregnant
  • Buy a house
  • Find a new job

These are all very grown-up type activities!  I say “plans” in the tentative manner.  Nothing is set in stone.  I can’t play God.  I do not determine when/if I will become pregnant.  And, I’m sure pregnancy is something my boyfriend and I will need to continue to discuss before we actually begin trying for a baby.  I can influence my weight loss.  I’m hoping that we can get a bank loan so that we can buy this house outright and not have to deal with the owners anymore (I like the owners, but we’d like to be the owners).  And of course, I’m always looking for a different job.

So I will say again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my BEST FRIEND!!  You are such an amazingly awesome friend.  🙂

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